And now I know why !

Someone once showed me  hate, and them I guess someone almost showed me love, why is it that love, the thing that should make you feel good, seems to be the thing that hurts you the most ?

Thinking on this , now I see why one feeling suppressed the other, hate doesn't make you suffer, it doesn't hurt , it makes others suffer, let them feel pain, I have had my share !

Nothing really matters any more, it seems that I have always been alone, and its time to start enjoying it !

Delirious !

I sit here now, wandering on who and what have I become, things make no sense, I make no sense, these are indeed times of change!

Under the night sky , raging, yelling, delirious, the wind swept my dreams away, empty I am, and in that emptiness, that void, it seems that I have lost myself from myself, where is it that I am?

Delirious, maybe that is what I have become, delirious with life!